Superwoman

Sunday, 4/21/2013

Love? Why we talk about it? Okay, I’m twelve and I have feelings. I have big crush on Justin Bieber. Not big crush, huge crush on him. He inspire me a lot and he really nice. Actually I never see him or go him concert. But, he seems nice to his fans and he is adorable. Everytime I look at other guy, I will remember him and he is perfect. But, I’d never gonna get him anyways. By the way, I have crush on someone and he is older. I don’t know his name and he is really cute. We never talk, he seems nice. Ok, when I look guy, I don’t judge them. Everytime I look at guy I will like “he seems nice” but I don’t even know what in their head. Maybe he was like “this girl is cute” or “how can this animal can out from zoo” I don’t know. But, everytime think about it, it do feels hurt. But, I don’t care at all. I just need to live my life. Isn’t, I don’t know. I don’t actually think I live my life. What I feel is hurt…

For the rest of my life, I never have boyfriend. And I wish I didn’t have it. Cause hurt will come. I’m still young and I need to live my life. I don’t need hurt. Hurt, regreting and failed is really hurt and I can’t desribe it. I know you did feel it. You know, sometimes when you love someone you have to let it go someday. And it hurt, pain and stupid. What the first thing you feel is stupid. I’m ever feel it. Few days ago, my memory card phone is missing. I wish I didn’t get that out from my phone. If I didn’t do it. Maybe my memory card phone doesn’t missing at all. Untill now I can’t even find it. But, one thing I know. It still in my house. Hurghh, I feel so dumb. And I don’t want to give up. But, I can’t find it. Dear God, where is my damn memory card phone. Show is to me, please… Still searching.